19. Tug of war

19. Tug of war

We have now made the return journey (the other journey) and I am still in transition. And I am realising that in the wheel of change there is an inevitable tug of war that drags me from chaos to order and […]

18. The other journey

18. The other journey

In a few days we go back to the place where I come from, a place I left almost 22 years ago. There are times when I still can’t believe it. It is a small place. An island. This journey […]

17. From rebellious to free: Marym

17. From rebellious to free: Marym

A few days ago I had a conversation with a good friend, a conservation where she told me her story. Her name is Marym and she comes from Saudi Arabia. We met each other at the university, she was a student who worked with me. […]

16. A new stage

16. A new stage

It has already been seven months since the operation. It seems incredible. As if it were long ago yet recent at the same time. I was very aware yet at the same time I don’t remember it very well. I think the […]

15. What we eat

15. What we eat

My relationship with food has changed a lot over time and I try to be increasingly aware of what I eat and why. The operation and understanding my hormones have brought a […]

14. Where are you?

14. Where are you?

Today, I´m not only sharing my thoughts, but also my voice. Where are you? Yes, you. Today I woke up and you were on my mind, I want to talk to you. I wonder where you are. You, who are reading. I wonder where you are on this […]

13. It looks like a smile

13. It looks like a smile

Already wrapped in my towel, I called Juanpe so that he could help me get out of the bath. – I undressed the wound. – I told him. – Oh really? How do you feel? – He said to me. – Are you […]

9. Revolution under your skin

9. Revolution under your skin

I have a friend who sings, who writes and sings, his stage name is L@yo. The first time I saw him was in a concert on Instagram during the first summer of the pandemic. I love his voice. His delightful voice. […]

7. Thirst for knowledge

7. Thirst for knowledge

I have spent a long time trying to quench a thirst that makes me feel deserted. It is a thirst for knowledge. Knowledge of getting to know myself and understand how my body works. I have spent a long time in search of answers and balance. And it’s not until […]

4. Rejection

4. Rejection

At some point it all started with rejection, the disconnection from myself, as a woman. Nelly explained to me once that when we reject a part of ourselves it is out of fear that if we identify with it, others […]